Thursday, August 21, 2014

Blogging Again :)



So I am just going to blog here.  With no restrictions.  No judgement.  Just flowing.  :)

Just reading that puts a smile on my face. :)

There are things that I want to see happen in my life....

1. Write a blog.... and then realized hey I am doing that it's been slow going but I have been writing all over the place these last couple of years.  Some of them I will publish and some of them I won't.  Some of them I will help you...yes you... find some light in your own journey.

2.  Start a Non-Profit....not sure what this will look like yet...their are some many things I could touch on.....so many experiences in my own life where just the right light helped me along my own path...and still is.

3. Hicupp Hiccup come to an end....that one is personal and will keep in my own prayers. :)

4. Believing in my ability more...I mean come on I have already moved moutions in my own life...got a kid to college ...not to bad from a teen mom myself...(brag..brag) :)

5.  Sharing more of myself in a way that connects with others...Being more of myself... :)

6.  Continue to get out in nature more...I like it.  It makes me feel fabulous and always puts a smile on my face. :)

7. Finding and doing what makes me happy...(this makes me happy and just like my Euchristeo Book I think I will keep adding....and who knows maybe...just maybe I will put that one in a blog...currently sitting at #3670, that makes me happy. :)

8.  Coming back to this blog every couple of days and adding to the list.

#elizabethsbubble #euchristeo #thingsthatmakemehappy #newprojects




Friday, August 23, 2013

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Wow this is exciting it's been a while since I have written in this format.  Curious to see what becomes of this one.  


 I guess I will just dive right in...


So it is Meet the Teacher Night for my Kindergartner and I notice  my feelings are calm, patient, and excited. As I am waiting to meet the teacher I notice this young mother and I have an instant flashback. Not of this young mother but of an earlier time in my life.   A time when I was 21 and my oldest was starting Kindergarten.  

Wow that thought is crazy since she just went off to College. 

By the way it also might be a good time to mention sometimes I brain jump.  So just go along with it. Ok back to my story. 

  I remembered being a little scared for her and myself.  Worried that other parents were judging me because I looked liked her older sister not her Mommy.   Wanting to desperately impress and join organizations that kind of gave me the cold shoulder.  Or at least in my mind they did.  Sensing that I needed to prove my worth.  And not really feeling like I fit in no matter how hard I tried. 

Phew!!! What a bunch of wasted energy and a lot of work. If I could go back I would tell myself stop worrying. Your a amazing mother and you are doing your best to the best of your abilities. And the little things that you fretted about, did not even matter at all.  Since that is not going to happen. 

I am saying it to you.  Be your best and love, love, love every moment of your life. 


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Elizabeth :)